31.7.14

Lest i forget. How apt.
Melissa - DO NOT FORGET. How utterly misplaced your trust has been. It was never change per say. You were merely looking through rose-coloured lenses, for the longest time.

God, just stab myself already.

10.7.14

To be a good..everything

All of life's a balancing act.

Is it my hormones? Sometimes I think it's plain unnerving how I'm needed to be a good everything.

Is it possible to be a good everything? To have it all together all the time. To wake up like clockwork, to head to work, to do what I do, to come home and be a daughter, a sister.

I have neglected many of my other roles i realise, today. Of being a good granddaughter, of being a good daughter of His, or his.

Is there a manual to all this? It has to be in the bible, right?

Huge sigh.

Find love in everything. Go bersek once in a blue moon. I shall aim for that.